LYRICS

DARA ACKERMAN/Skyland

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ALIVE

 

Dear LOVE tell my mama i’m alright now

Dear LOVE tell my daddy i’m ok

Dear LOVE there isn’t anything but right now

And i’m going to live

 

And every moment everywhere

Dive in

To every single moment

And feel what’s there

It’s everywhere and everything

 

I'm ALIVE

I could be dead tomorrow

I'm ALIVE

I could have died yesterday

But i’m still ALIVE

Might not be a tomorrow

So i’m going to LIVE today

 

And every morning

All of them

I see

And every single morning

Open my eyes

All of them

I see

 

I'm ALIVE

I can’t wait for tomorrow

I'm ALIVE

I could die on the way

But i’m still ALIVE

Might not be a tomorrow

So i’m going to LIVE today

I’m gonna LIVE TODAY

 

I trust you

Lead me to

I am you

I made it.  

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NOT AFRAID

 

Do da da do do do…

I am not afraid to have nobody

I am not afraid to face my fears

I am not afraid to say I love you

I am not afraid to have you near

 

I am not afraid

I am not afraid

I am so afraid 

I am so afraid

 

Do da da do do do….

I’m afraid that you are only half human

I’m afraid that I will never be

I’m afraid that what happens to every lover

Is going to happen to me

 

I am so afraid 

I am so afraid

I am not afraid

I am not afraid

 

Was afraid of dying

Was afraid of living

Was afraid of voices 

Inside my head

I was always afraid that someone might hate me 

Now that someone does

I am not afraid

 

I am not afraid

I am not afraid

I am not afraid

I am not afraid

 

I was always afraid that someone might love me

Now that someone does 

I am not afraid

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SKYLAND

 

Take my hand my love

And travel with me

I am ready to fly

Higher and higher

 

Let this old me die

I’m ready to learn

To hold the ground and walk the sky

The sky the sky

 

Keep a watch on my mind

Now that’s up to me

And let me look through your eyes

Now I can see

 

Take me up to the skyland

Take me up to the skyland

 

In a dream I saw the sun radiate from your hands

You said

If you are paying attention

It is possible to share everything, anyone can

If you really want to

 

Take all that I am

Do you believe

That I can make the change

So do I

 

But I can feel so blind

When I’ve lost my way

And I’ve forgotten you

Here’s my chance to pray

 

Holding all I’ve done

You are with me

Praise Love

 

Take my hand my love

And travel with me

I am ready to fly

To fly

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SHE MISUNDERSTANDS

 

She misunderstands

She thinks her pain is permanent 

I misunderstand

I think I can’t do anything

I try to help her

How quickly I forget

That I can only help myself first

I wonder what I’ve been pretending

 

I think I understand

I think I can remember

I think I can I think I can

Pain becomes a pleasure

When my intention 

Is never to forget

That it was only my invention

That I could want but I could never get

 

It is raining in everyone

But it melts into the sun

It is not forever

But a lesson

 

I misunderstood

But now I’m getting smarter

I know I can and that I could

I didn’t have to be a martyr

To all my imperfections

Nor do I have to now

I am perfecting my intention

I want to trust and I can learn how

 

And now I understand

And now I’m getting stronger

When something’s pulling on me hard

I can be still a little longer

And not get lost in a confusion

But bring it to an end

I know there’s only one solution

Now I can learn to be a true friend

 

May I learn to be the sun

May I shine on everyone

May I shine forever

May I learn to love

May I learn to love

May I learn to love

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DRAMA ADDICT

 

So dramatic 

That old panic

What’s really happening

 

So gone 

How long

Will it be

 

Where has angry pride

Taken you

When you try to hide

It follows you

 

Like you I too 

Thought that was me

How strong can wrong

Make you be

 

Who’s this vengeful child

Driving you

Who would take that ride

If they knew

 

Come out of misery

Why make everything harder

Than it has to be

 

What do we need to do

Give up the lie

Life long sad song

Goodbye

Just this- make a wish

To be free

Choose to be it

And you’ll be 

 

Pray it

Say it

And it’s true

Light in 

Overwin

Beyond your blue

 

That’s you

That’s you

That’s you

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AS YOU ARE

 

You said 

I’ll stay stay with the others

You go and look for work

If you look, you will find your answers

 

I said

I don’t understand you

There’s a lot that I have to learn

You are painful and never easy

And beautiful

 

And you are perfect just as you are

You are perfect just as you are

You are perfect

 

You said

Go and see your mother

I am already on my way

There’s so much that I have to tell her

But never say

 

I said 

Mom I’m so sorry

I did not want to worry you

She said 

I’m no longer worried

 

And you are perfect just as you are

You are perfect just as you are

You are perfect

La da da da….

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COWGIRL IN VARANASI

 

I got plenty of rope

I’m walking right beside me

I got plenty of rope

I’m walking the street just like I’m 

Jesus on the water water

Nobody hittin’ me

Like Buddha’s only daughter

Hey Daddy look at me

 

I got plenty of rope

No Mara meddling with me

I got plenty of rope

I’m taking the heat just like I’m 

Kali in a burning valley

Somebody’s calling me

Up down the alley alley

They’re aiming right at me

 

Dogs and horses and sheep and goats

Cows and people and people and people 

Bikes and scooters and cars and rickshaws

Motors and trucks and buggies and bus

Tricycle wagons and tractors and camels

Crows and buzzards and beggars and priests

Monkeys and temples and shops and theaters

Weddings and babies and pyres and funerals

 

I got plenty of rope

You go on ahead of me

I got plenty of hope 

Right up the street they’ve got the

Honey flavored memory candy

Who was that, me?

I’m at the end of my rope!

If we don’t stop right now I think I’m gonna scream! 

 

I got plenty of rope

Yeah maybe not so handy

I sure knew how to mope

Oh honey that was me

I got plenty of dust and cars and people and houses and

Nuts! If we don’t go right now I think I’m gonna scream!

If you don’t stop right now I think you’ll have to leave

 

Mouth shut

Sit butt

Thank God no longer me

 

Krishna on the movie screen

Radha winks and smiles at me

Henna on her hands and

Flowers on my feet

I got plenty of rope

 

Shiva dancing slow and deep

Vishnu flowing tea and sweets

Bhakti belting bandstand

Sailing down the street

 

Incense on the balcony

Chaos all around me

Quietly becoming 

All I need

I got plenty of hope…

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MEDITATION 101

 

Walking meditation

Talking meditation

Sitting meditation

Oh Singing meditation

 

Breathing meditation

Dreaming meditation

Standing meditation

Oh Dancing meditation

 

I am here with you because I really want to

And I, I believe in you and I believe in me too

There is no separation

There is no separation

 

And if I really knew

I would see in you

More than I ever imagined

I am here with you 

Because I really want to

More than you’d ever imagine

 

Ending complication

Now the destination 

No more expectation

Oh all for celebration

 

Total restoration

Love and appreciation

Life of inspiration

Oh the mind of illumination

 

And if I really knew 

I would see in you

More than I ever imagined

I am here with you 

Because I really want to

More than you’d ever imagine

Oh….

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SAME PLANET DIFFERENT UNIVERSE

 

Get out of your head

Step into the light instead

Time has come to end the war

And live the life you came here for

 

Swami says do it now

Even if you don’t know how

Looking good you’ll never win

Divine fool dive in

 

Same Planet Different Universe...

 

You’re the ONE, don’t pretend

Playing small is not your friend

You knew I could, now I know you

Are ripe for what you’re here to do

 

So get up off your butt

Through the gates before they shut

I have seen, I have heard

You’re the Light of the World

 

Same Planet Different Universe…..

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JUST WHEN I THOUGHT

 

Just when I thought that life couldn’t be beautiful

Oh it is, oh it is

I never thought that I could see any more than a part of it

But here it is, here it is

 

Open the door and let my life come rushing in

I know just what I’m here to do now that it’s all right in front of me

 

I was mad at you but didn’t show it

I didn’t want to let it go

But you never stopped loving me, now I know it

I was the one who closed the door

 

Open the door

Open the door and let the love come pouring in

I see that who we’re here to be is nothing short of miraculous

 

If you are mad at me let me know it

If you are sad because of me tell me so

I’ll never stop loving you

And I am opening the door

 

Open the door

Open the door and let the light come flooding in

 

Just when we thought life couldn’t be 

So beautiful

Oh it is

Oh it is

Oh it is

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THE LOVE I WANT

 

I have the love I want

I only have to say

I have the love I want

Only have to say

 

It is just a way to be

It’s not how you have to stay

Be how you want to be

You just have to say

 

You have the love you want 

You only have to say

You have the love you want

Only have to say

 

It is just a way to see

Imagine if we lived this way

Dreaming up the world to be

And being it today

 

We’d have the love we want

We’d only have to say

We have the love we want 

Only have to say

Oh…

 

I don’t have to make believe

I don’t have to run away

I have all I need

I only have to say

I love

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INTO THE LIGHT

 

I love

I love the springtime

everything is becoming

everyone is coming into 

the light

 

I love

I love the summer

after the spring has receded

everything is growing heavy 

and ripe

 

I love

I love the autumn

everything is releasing

everyone is going into 

the night

 

I love 

I love the winter

I love starting over

everyone the chance to start a

new life

 

I love 

I love the springtime

everything is becoming

everyone is coming into 

the light

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